Bleh I'm having some weird thoughts about a guy. Ok, I know he probably has never liked me, and I shouldn't even be thinking about that possibility anyways. I just can't help it.
Maybe it's because I haven't seen Alex in two days, or my friends have drifted away from me, or that I always feel incredibly lonely....But I can't get the hope that he might be thinking about me too, outta my head.
I feel terrible. I shouldn't be thinking about him when I have Alex. I know it's just a weird moment and it'll pass.....i hope....Plus that guy has a girlfriend, and they're "in love". Haha. They won't last more than a few more months, at the most. He goes through girls like I go through toilet paper. Haha
Why am I attracted the the worst things for me?
I need a hobby...
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