teddy bears make me feel better

I screwed up big time. I really didn't mean to, it was the heat of the moment. I wish i could take it all back. If only my life had a Back button like my computer. =[ This sucks soooooo efffin much. I think one of my best friends is mad at me. maybe i shouldn't have told her? No cuz then i would be lying, and i dont like lying. ugh. I wish i had someone to talk to that would be understanding. *sigh*
I don't wunna be here. I don't want this to be real. Maybe if i close my eyes really hard, and click my heels together............darn, im still here. *wimpers* I feel so alone.....
maybe i deserve this?..............
>.<

P.S. Don't ask, it's too complicated. =/


Today's Random Joy: I dont really have one, today has been pretty rough. But at least my tedy bear makes me feel a little better.