I'm not trying to be mean....

I'm sick and tired of people telling me that I'm changing so much, and they don't know me anymore. *coughcough brooke coughcough* Well, you know what? 'Shit happens!!
I don't know about you, but I don't want to be the same ignorant person for the rest of my life. I want to move on, and enjoy the rest of my meaningless existence. To See where I fuck up and learn from it, not stay in denial and pretend like everything is ok.
Jeez, get the fuck out of my ass about it. Do you really think I enjoyed being the depressed and angry chick in the back of the class? Do you know what it's like to be called "the school's official goth chick"?
And what about you? What have you changed about yourself?........
Not a DAMN thing.
Well, granted, you have been hurt a lot and probably suicidal now. But that doesn't change the fact that you're still the same, self-centered chick you have always been. Except now, you're practically emo.
I've always tried my best to be there for you, but you always turn your back on me for someone else.
We're getting along better now, but you could probably care less about me.
If I were to disappear, or die, or something, would you even go to my funeral?
If you want to be my friend then fucking act like it! Don't ditch me or not return my phone calls just cause you were too lazy to press SEND on your phone.
Just get your head out of your ass.

Don't comment. I already know what you're going to say......