Random motivation

Lately I've been strangely motivated. Like randomly working out this morning.
And actually updating my blog! =D

I wonder how long this is going to last....
I hope it lasts, cause I'm tired of the monotony of school and my blurred thoughts. I'm starting to feel robotic.
Which is DEFINITELY not healthy.

Gawd, everything doesn't seem real. Like it's just a strange dream that continues on even though its not going your way. Like a nightmare.

....Jeezsh that sounded really emo. Haha

Well, at least I'm starting to feel more like myself. Which is always a good sign. Although I had a little breakdown last night in front of Alex....eeek.
Well it was his fault in the first place. He's always working or playing video games or some crap. He's not being a very good boyfriend . Which might be fueling my strange obsession with Apple.

Agh. I have to many things to go over in my head and not enough time to do it.
I really need a mental health day.